Friday, June 8, 2007
Update on meeting
Well I'm still feeling pretty abused and hurt. In fact, I'm probably just being paraonid. But everyday when my boss goes to lunch she asks if I want anything. Today, not a word. I'm not sure if she is just overwhelmed by all the stuff happening today that has nothing to do with me....or if it's me. I hate this. I'm getting sick to my stomach and I'm wanting to go home. And in fact, I don't even want to come back. That is what hurts the most. I thought I was okay here...but maybe I'm not. I know I'll probably feel different and probably exuding something negative, cause I can feel it around me, but I don't know what to do! I want to just sit here and cry and I know that won't help. I'm feeling really low and useless.